God expects us to be orderly; He expects us to manage our
time, to discipline ourselves, to prepare well-planned programs, but if we
could learn to pray first and plan afterwards, how different would be our
lives?
Sharing my experience, a while back when I was still in high
school, I was not saved really but I use to pray here and there attend church
on Sundays sometimes even, I lived a very planned life though, I use to
literally sit down and just plan my whole future in my head; Graduate high school with good grades, enroll in
university within a year, I basically had everything planned out, I remember
during lunch breaks with my friends we would all sit around and talk about life
after high school, which pretty much felt like the best thing there is. But I wish
I knew then what I know now, that a plan without prayer is impossible and God
is not happy with it either.
Again to a while back when I had finished all my treatment,
I was ready to go back to my usual life, take back my plans and resume my
dreams and all, but I remember I sat down and I started figuring out my next
steps, I went back to my old ways of planning and planning about the future,
even then you would think I learnt a lesson about praying first and then
planning but I hadn’t, I was just still the planner type only. So after
everything was done health wise, I was so ready to get back to school, do some
courses here and there, I remember I started with computer classes for about 3
months.
After a while I enrolled in a university but just something
didn’t feel right, I kept thinking to myself, but everything is going according
to plan “kind of” so what’s the matter? But I kept meeting obstacles, it was a
horrible feeling, knowing that you are doing everything right but it just
doesn’t feel right, and that can be very dramatic emotionally. The point is,
life is full of daily decisions, planning and all of that but we have to keep
our eyes on the one who can provide far more than our expectations, I believe
that some of us think we know what we want or we settle for less just because
we think it’s the way, it’s suppose to be, but it’s a LIE.
Amen...
ReplyDeleteGreat piece Karen!
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